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[20 Apr 2006|04:57pm]
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Hello, I'm Shagg's, I dunno, made you've heard of me

Long time no talk. [05 Feb 2006|10:48pm]
Well it's super bowl Sunday (not that I care.), and I'm having fun drinking, and smoking. It's been a long while since I've updated, but I don't have the internet so I can't which suchs. You know that song by Eminem "When I'm Gone", the begining when he say's
"Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em"

Well that makes me think of my mom alot, because I have those tattoo's for her. I miss her so much. I didn't go see her on her two year Annaversary. I just couldn't. It's still to hard, and when I think about her I just want to cry. Well enough about that stuff. I Love You Mom!!!!!!!!

Well since I've last updated work got shitty as hell. My boss Ken got a good promotion, and I went to another store, and I got a new manager, and she's a stupid bitch. She doesn't know whut she's doing, and she need's, and get a new job. She's never there on time,a nd always need's to leave early for some stupid reason. I totally don't like her. So ever since she started being the manager my store's gone to shit, and I've only gone back, and not forward like I should be.

Welp me,and Sheila have been going out for 13 month's in 6 days. It's been a long, and very nice time. I Love her so much. I can't wait till the day ..... Thing's have been going good. There are fight's, but we get threw them, and that's all that matter's. I Love Cayie. She's so cute, and I Love playing with her. I wish that I was her real father. I really do. Well I have to go so I'll make anothe post soon. Later.
1 guessed that one guy from ICP | Hello, I'm Shagg's, I dunno, made you've heard of me

[05 Nov 2005|09:22pm]
Well whut's been going on guys?! Not awhole lot here. Works been alright, I'm finishing my Parts Pro II, and this coming week I'm starting on counter. I think that I'm going to stay on counter for a couple month's until I know whut I'm doing, and I can do it well. Plus it will give me time to get a better raise, and become asst. manager. Then in a few years I plan on having my own store. That'd be the shit. Other then work I haven't really been doing anything. Right now I'm over Sheila's house. We are doing great. We (she) have our moments, but who doesn't. We went to a wedding not to long ago, and that was pretty fun. It made her start taking about getting married, and yes honey I want to, but not now. Woman are weird. I have two weeks of Vacation, and I want to use some of it, but I don't know with whut. I want to go some where, but I don't know where, and no money right as this time. oh well. That's all that I've got to say, but whut about you?!
3 guessed that one guy from ICP | Hello, I'm Shagg's, I dunno, made you've heard of me

[31 Oct 2005|05:52pm]
Happy Halloween, or Hallowicked...Which ever you'd like...
1 guessed that one guy from ICP | Hello, I'm Shagg's, I dunno, made you've heard of me

[11 Sep 2005|10:39am]
[ mood | blah ]

Well I figured that I would update one last time seeing I wont have the internet anymore. I moving back into my Fathers house. I'd really rather not seeing my sister is nothing, but a bitch, and she's about to have her kid which will make things a million times wrose, but I don't really have any other choice. Brian's Grandparents fucked us, and said that they are not moving, and that we will not be getting the house. Let's see...my birthday royaly sucked! Was subpost to go to Canada with Andrew, but he fucked us so the night before that I asked my dad if I could have a little party at his house, and he said that he would think about it, and then the next day when I talked to him he said that he still wasn't sure, and shit like that, and that he said something to my sister about it, and she didn't like the idea because she was watching my little cousin that night, and her boyfriend was staying the night also, and he's going threw withdraw's from vicadon (spelling). Well first off it's my dad's house, and he can say whut goes. I tryed to reason with him, and shit like that, but he always takes her side, everytime. Well in the end he said no, because of my sister's bitching, and him always giving into her crying game. I got pissed, and threw my phone, and it broke. Whut pissed me off even more is that Brian fuckin' picked it up, and started breaking it even more. Then his grandma came outside, and wanted me to come in to talk to her if i wanted to, so I did, and she said that she would have gotten us stuff if she would have known. So I had a friend get me some beer, and she let us drink there, and let Sheila stay the night. Sheila's happy that I'm going back to my dad's, and that pisses me off. I love my dad, and everything, but I hate my sister, and nothing is ever going to change between us because of her. I'm the one who always gives in, and says Sorry. I'm always the bigger person, and I'm done with that shit, and her. I said some mean things, and would have no problem with saying sorry for whut I did say, but fuck going up to her, and trying to say sorry. Fuck that shit! I watched the movie Hostage the other night. Very nice movie. Fuck Sweet! Must see I'd say. Well I really dont know whut to say so peace, and who know's when I'll be back...

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[03 Sep 2005|11:15am]
[ mood | Not To Sure. ]

Well today is Saturday, and also my birthday. I remember being little, and always waiting for my birthday day to come, and now it's like ok whutever, it's just another day which is true. Was subpost to be going to Canada tonight with Andrew, and Brian, but Andrew fucked me again. He said that he didn’t have any money. Yeah in his pocket maybe, but at the bank I know he does. He's just been pissing me off these last few weeks. When he went down to Tennessee this week I was going to go with him, and go to OzzFest, but who didn't go, and who went. I didn't go...Kelli went again. He did that last year with King's Island to. So fuck him I'm done trying to be friends with him. Have fun down there with nothing to do Andrew, and that offer me, and Brian had for you does not stand at all anymore. Anyways...one of the gifts that Sheila got me was a cd. I made her give it to me last night, and she got the edited one. Whut's with that?! I gave it back to her. lol Took of work today so that I could sleep in, and that didnt happen. I slept an extra hour, but wow like that helps any. I;m done smoking weed for awhile. Figured that today's my birthday...why not quit for awhile. Atleast I'll remember whut the date is huh? Brian's grandparents are leaving in November which means the house is ours, and that's fuckin' sweet! Well that's the last that I heard, and that could all change in minutes. Who knows, but I hope they go. I'm not really getting into that whole My Space thing because it's like everytime I go on there it takes an hour to do one thing. I know that I dont have the best computer, but it's not that shitty to where it should take that long. Nothing to much more to say so peace.

10 guessed that one guy from ICP | Hello, I'm Shagg's, I dunno, made you've heard of me

[29 Aug 2005|12:25am]
Sheila is the best girl i nt he world. I love you honey.
Hello, I'm Shagg's, I dunno, made you've heard of me

For You... [29 Aug 2005|12:22am]
[ mood | Sorry ]

My Version

pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything.
pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions are about.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get her out of your head.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get her out of your head.
it's the way that she makes you feel.
it's the way that she kisses you.
it's the way that she makes you fall in love.
he messed up again as usual with bruises on his ego and
the killer instinct tells him to be aware of evil women.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get her out of your head.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get her out of your head.
it's the way that she makes you feel.
it's the way that she kisses you.
it's the way that she makes you fall in love. [2x]
pretty girl... pretty girl...
pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything.
pretty soon I'll figure out: you can never get her out of your head.
it's the way that she makes you cry.
it's the way that she's in your mind.
it's the way that she makes you fall in love.
it's the way that she makes you feel.
it's the way that she kisses you.
it's the way that she makes you fall in love...

Hello, I'm Shagg's, I dunno, made you've heard of me

Tattoo [16 Aug 2005|08:07pm]
[ mood | high ]

I got another tattoo today. I like it. Whut you think about it?!

And here is the First one that I got a few months ago.

10 guessed that one guy from ICP | Hello, I'm Shagg's, I dunno, made you've heard of me

[14 Aug 2005|01:28pm]
[ mood | Not Sure ]

I've decided to get one of those myspace things. Here's the URL if anybosy wants it.

Find me on MySpace

Hello, I'm Shagg's, I dunno, made you've heard of me

Totally How I Feel... [28 Jul 2005|06:25pm]
Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free
Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He's gone
No one but me can save myself, but it to late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye

Fade To Black - Metallica
Hello, I'm Shagg's, I dunno, made you've heard of me

[25 Jul 2005|05:11am]
[ mood | You Tell Me ]

Well I'm updating my journal because Sheila want's me to. She's been bugging me about it so I figured I would. It's time to get alot out. I moved out of my dad's house, and now I'm living down at Brian's house, I just moved in yesterday. I still have something's over there, but I'll get those at another time. I just had to get out of there. My sister's nothing but a bitch that doesn't do anything. My dad's never home, he's always over his girlfriend's house so why should I be there?! My dad always say's that me, and her are lazy, and that he can't wait till we move out so that he can move out of that house into his girlfriends, and then sell that house, and get the hell out of here. Well how that fuck do you think that makes me feel?! Ever since my parents left each other I always wanted to live with my dad, and finally when I get the chance to I fuckin' hate it. I wish that my mother was still alive. I feel like I amount to shit. I've worked my ass off for the last year, and whut the hell do I have to show for it?! Nothing! I'm done with letting people hold me back, push me down. I'm sick of it all. There's a list of people I want to talk about, and here's there names. My dad, my sister, Andrew, Brian, and Sheila. First...my dad. I know that my dad has it bad, but he's only fuckin' his life up even more, and to me he I think that he doesn't care. I moved out 3 nights ago, has he wanted me to come back? Has he called me to try to talk to me about it? Fuck no! I left him a note telling him how I feel. That I feel like I amount to nothing, and that whut I feel like I'm going to become, and I don't want that at all. I said that "I lost my mother, and I felt like I was loosing my father to, and that it's the wrost god damn fucking feeling in the world". I told him that I was moving out, and that all of my things would be gone in a few months. Well he called me that night because he wanted to know where my scale was because he needed it. He didn't care that I was moving out. I went over there to get something, and he was there, and my sister old friend Jackie was to. I walked in the house, and walked towards my room, and she was walking out of it, and it pissed me off because shit's been missing out of there, and it's worth month. I got whut I needed, and walked outside because that's where my dad was. I asked him why she was in my room, and he said that she was probably looking for him, because she didn't know that he went out side. Will I was about to leave, but I walked back in the house a minute after my dad did, and they were in his room, and I opened the door to ask him if he read the note or not, and she was cutting up ****. Instantly I got pissed, and walked out. The next day he said that he didn't do anything, that he was just helping her out, that he does once in awhile. Whut the fuck is it?! Why do you think your in so much trouble now Dad?! After I seen whut I seen I told him that I would be out before the weekend was over, and I told him that he's doing that shit that I'll never talk to him again. It's bullshit! He was subpossed to call me today to talk, but he never did. He was over his girlfriends, and I seen him leave his house, and I think that that bitch Jackie was with him. Just show's me how much that asshole cares. I've lost all respect for him. On to my sister. She's having a baby soon, and I think it's stupid. She can't subport a kid. She has no money put away, and you cant live paycheck to paycheck with a kid. She's fucking her life up, and she doesn't understand that. The father is nothing, but a drug user, and an asshole. They fight all the time, and no one likes him. I love her to death, and I would do anything to help her, but this time your on your own bitch. Brian , I thank you for letting me move in. I really do. I can't wait till your grandparents leave, and the house is ours, but that doesn't even matter to me. I glad that your my friend, and that your there for me when I need it. You know that I would do the same for you in a heartbeat. Mr. Burns...Andrew I love you like a bother, but where in the hell do you get off saying that your life isn't great. You fucking have everything you could ever want. Look at all the shit that's in your room. You always say that you don't have money, and shit like that, well whut the hell do you do with all of it?! You just got a sound board in your room. Your have two, or three computers, like 5 guitars, that are not cheap. You have everything. I hate that because your going to go somewhere in life, and I'm not. You, and your family have the money to do that. Me, I have nothing. I have whut I bought, whut I worked for, and whut I'm still working for. I might have a decent truck, but I've worked for that, and I still am. I have a full time job, work 40 hours, and week, and whut do I have to show for it?! Nothing. You have a part time job, and do pretty much whut ever you want. Must be nice huh?! I'm not trying to diss you, or anything...I'm just saying the truth, and how I feel. (not like your gonna read this anyways) Now on the the best thing in my life right now...Sheila. I Love her. Whut more is there to say. I could say that I plan on making her my wife sometime in the near future. So far she's the best thing that's happened to me in a long time, and there's no fuckin' way that I'm letting her go for anything!!! I can't wait till we can finally move in together in a few month's, because I hate falling asleep without you next to me. I really do. This entry was just me venting in away. I didn't get to say all the things that I wanted to, but I got enough out for right now. Trust me...there more in the fucked up head.

PS: Krystal - Not to be mean, or anything, but I have to many thing's going on in my life, and I don't need more people adding to the problem's I already have so please just leave me alone. I don't want to be your friend, and you need to get that through your head. I'm sorry, but it's like you don't understand that.

Till next time, I bid you well.

8 guessed that one guy from ICP | Hello, I'm Shagg's, I dunno, made you've heard of me

An Up Date?! [09 May 2005|11:54am]
[ mood | Sick, and Headache ]

So whut's been going on people?! Nothing really new here, just the same old shit day after day. Works been fine I guess you could see. I hate Krystal tho. She's so fuckin' stupid! She really needs to get fired, and soon. Happy Mother's Day...Mom... You know I miss you, and I'll see you again some day. Right now I'm at my aunt's, and I wish that I would have burned those ringers to disc so that I could have uploaded them over here to my phone which would have been tight. I went to the Papa Roach Concert last Tuesday, and it was off the hook. Best time I've had in a while, and I'm glad that I went. The first to band's were alright. No Warning, and Trust Company, and then the lead singer of Taproot came out, and did Broken Home with Papa Roach. He reminded me of V-Ice alot. (Guy from Taproot). There were pit's pretty much everywhere. People were surfin', and I did twice. Then at the end of it the drummer was throwing sticks, and one cracked me in the head. So I picked it up before this fat bitch next to me did. That night was fuckin' amazing! Things haven't been the best at home, and I'm sick of it. I want out of there, and hopefully in the next few month's I'll be out of there, and on my own. That's whut I need. I need to be out there on my own. Not sure how long it would last, but I hope that it's forever. Me, and Sheila are doing great. We never fight, and it's great. I Love her so much, and I will stop at nothing to keep her in my life. Sometimes I don't think that it's ever real. That I could be happy again after Dani, but you know whut?! I am, and I'm Lovin' it! Someone told me that she keep's going through guy's like no tomorrow. Wouldn't doubt it. I was one of the best things to happen to her, and I treated her right, and how a person should be treated, but she didn't care as much as I did. She'll never have someone like me...Ever, and I find that funny. She throught away something could have been a life time, like it was nothing. Well I'm glad I'm not with her. She's to young, and not muture enough, and I don't need that in my life. I have someone that I love, and she loves me, and I'm done.

Does it make you happy?!
Are you feeling happy?!
Are you fucking happy?!
Now that I'm lost left with nothing!

1 guessed that one guy from ICP | Hello, I'm Shagg's, I dunno, made you've heard of me

This is for you...You know who you are [25 Apr 2005|12:32pm]
You are the ink to my paper, what my pen is to my pad
The moral, the very fiber, the whole substance to my rap
You are my reason for being, the meaning of my existence
If it wasn't for you I would never be able to do this
as intense as I do and the irony is you rely on me
as much as I rely on you to inspire me like you do
You provide me the lighter fluid, the fuel to my fire
You're my entire supply - gas, the match, and igniter
The only way that I am able to stay so stable is you're the legs to my table
If you were to break I'd fall on my face
But I'm always gonna make you feel I don't need you as much
as I really need you so you don't use it to your advantage
But you're essential to me you're the air I breathe I believe
if you ever leave me I'd probably have no reason to be
You are the words that I'm lookin for when I'm tryin to describe
how I feel inside and the right one just won't come to my mind
Hello, I'm Shagg's, I dunno, made you've heard of me

[05 Mar 2005|08:11pm]
[ mood | Bout to smoke ]

Damn...I think I should update seeing I haven't in awhile, and I'm on a computer. Lets see life's great...I guess. Work's been ok. They just hired two new part time drivers. That makes my life a little easier. There's Tom, and this new girl Krystal. Well Tom's like 78 I think, and Krystal's an 18 year old girl that think's she's so hard. She's fuckin' stupid! She'll take the company truck on her lunch break which is a big no no, she's told me that she's smoked a bull in the work truck which isn't the smartEST thing to do. She's lazy, and to open with herself. Get this...she likes me. She told Jason (the dumb shit that I also work with) that she likes me, and if I didn't have a girlfriend that she'd be all over me. Fuckin' Ewww! Sick man! She's nasty. Looking at her from behind is alright, but once she turns around I just want to throw up. For real. um....let's see nothing else has really gone on. Wait...Sheila told me the other day that she was looking at my journal, and that Dani comment, and this is whut she said.Collapse )

Well like a half hour ago I thought I'd check out her journal for the hell of it, and I read this one entry that said "I've been feeling pretty down and lonely lately. yes I have Holly-o but I just want someone to cuddle with sometimes ya know? someone make me feel better? please?" That was posted on [02 Mar 2005|08:52pm]. So I looked at my last entry's comments, and looked to see whut time she commented saying that she wants to be friends, and that was at 2005-02-28 03:04 Now to me I think that she was lonely (as stated), and she didn't have anyone else to turn to, and she (for some reaon) was thinking of me. Then I turned her down, and she posted this in her journal. "The second I get up someone is always there to push me back down. Nothing ever goes right for me. All I wanted to do was hang out and you had to be a fucking dick about it. I should have known that this was a bad idea. You always end up pushing me down in the end. Thanks a lot, you rock." Now isn't that some shit.

It's getting late, and I have things to do so I'll leave...

5 guessed that one guy from ICP | Hello, I'm Shagg's, I dunno, made you've heard of me

It's Been Awhile [16 Jan 2005|06:57pm]
[ mood | I'd have to say blah, and high ]

Well hello...Haven't been online in awhile so I thought that I'd come back for a minute, or two. Life's getting a little better, and then worse all at once. I'll start with the bad. I think that it was Thursday. The girl that I work with called me in the morning, and told me that she was calling in today, because she didn't feel good. I told her well whut do you want me to do about it?! I told her to just keep calling work, and get a hold of Ken, (my boss). She said that she would, and then when I was just getting to work she called me back, and said that she's not coming in, and that she can't get a hole of him. So I told ken whut was going on, and he was pissed as all hell. He was so pissed that he was about to fire her. She does it all the time, and it's bullshit. It was supposed to be only me her, and Ken that day, but seeing she called in it would have only been me, and Ken. He had to call Robin in, and that really pissed him off to. That was fine with me, but whut pissed me off was that we were so busy that day. I started driving at 8:11 in the morning, and I didn't get to stop until about 4:30 in the after noon. Then we had gotten a really big order in, and I had to deal with that also. I was so pissed. And then I had to say late which really sucked! Then I picked Sheila up, and me, her, Nataile, and Justin went bowling. That was kinda fun. Then Friday night we went bowling again, and we used bumpers for the last two games, and that was the shit. Justin broke two of them. Me, and Sheila started going out again, and that's cool. She's cooking dinner right now which is cool. Lastnight was my work Christmas party, and it was fun as hell. Would have been better if Natalie, and Justin had came, but they couldn't make it. But me, and Sheila had fun, and that's all that matters. I was, and am really glad that came with me. I also got a room, because the party was at a hotel, so I got a room for us, and man was it a nice ass room. I'd say that was like a 4 star hotel, or something. Nothing else really has gone on, just working, and hanging out with my girl. lol that sounds funny to say, so fuck that. But I will say that it really nice that we're back together again, because I love being around her, and she makes me happy. Well that's all that I have to day so pEaCe OuT!

5 guessed that one guy from ICP | Hello, I'm Shagg's, I dunno, made you've heard of me

[27 Dec 2004|04:30pm]
[ mood | Headache ]

Life was starting to get a little better. Me, and Sheila are hanging out a lot more, and it's nice. The only thing that bothers me is that she cares to much about how she looks. I guess it's ok that she always wants to look her best, but I can tell ya that she doesn't need much time to do that. She so...beautiful... We had a little talk the other day, and to me it was great. Basically she said that she doesn't want to leave Craig because he hasn't done anything wrong, and I told her that I thought that was stupid, but that's whut I think... Later on she changed her mind, and did say that it was stupid. She told me that she was falling in...love...with me. (Well I hope she did because if not then I'm dreaming...) I told her that I love her as a friend, and hopefully someday later on...(when I'm ready) that I'd love her more then a friend. The scary thing is...I think that I am falling in...love... with her. It's hard to let myself feel that way after whut has happened before, and whut is happening right now. I want to be with her so0o bad, and be apart of her's, and Caysie's life. She's a great baby...she really is. It's like I can't stop thinking about her, and it's AHHHHHHHHHHHH! Gotta stop...Well Christmas was alright I guess. Sucked pretty bad. Yesterday I got into another car crash. This time it wasn't my fault...totally. I was going to pay lazer tag with a few people, and I was in the far lerft lane, and the people I was going with we're about 50 feet in front of me in the lane to the left of me. Well the light turned red, and I went to slow down, and I see this car fly by me, and then he threw on his breaks, and then turned into my lane, and cut me off, and I slamed on my breaks, and I still couldn't stop, and I hit him. Damn niggers! So I'm pretty much fucked, and will probably have to pay for it all myself. Well here's the pictures...Collapse )
Yea so I'm fucked. So life sucks once again...I hope that Sheila's for real about all of this, because it's gonna suck if she's not. Well I'm out peace.

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[06 Dec 2004|09:01pm]
Nothing really matters anymore...
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[27 Nov 2004|10:32pm]
[ mood | Same as before ]

Anything to add to my last entry. I feel that I've lost another one of my bestfriends. Moriah would be who. I mean we don't hang out anything. She doesn't call me anymore, and when I call her she's busy, and she says she'll call me back, but doesn't for a day or two. Today I really needed to talk to her. But she's doing more important things so I guess it's alright then huh?! oh well that's life aint it?!

Hello, I'm Shagg's, I dunno, made you've heard of me

[27 Nov 2004|08:47pm]
[ mood | How am I supposed to feel?! ]

Well I got my truck back yesterday, and the place that fixed it fucked somethings up, but that's normal...um works been fine, easy, boring. We've been so dead because of Thanksgiving. Thanksgiving was alright. I went out to my aunts house, and stayed there for a few hours. Drank, played darts...Nothing to much...Well me, and Terry (TJ) talked today, and basically I told him whut I wanted. I told him that I don't want to lose him as a friend. To get to the point...we're not friends, and we will never be friends again. He said that maybe in the future blah blah blah fuck that bullshit. There is no future if you can't make it out of the present. He said that I stabbed him in the back, and that him and Ricky are best friends again. It's nice that they are because I knew that was going to happen when they started hanging out more, and more. I guess you grow to like someone more when that happens huh?! He said that he's changing, and that he doesn't let drama in his life anymore. Man there's always going to be drama in everybody's life. You can't run form it, and you can't hide from it. I did learn one lesson from him. Don't let girls get in between friendships... But if you look at the whole story, and if you know the whole story which not many people know, then you would know who let the girl get between us. (one clue....I might have a little, but In The End...he did.) So I've lost another friend. Someone who meant more to me then anything in this world. I guess you could look at it this way...It's one less thing/person to worry about. So that will probably be on my mind for awhile guess I can delete him out of my phone, and delete his pictures, and take him of my Buddy on AIM, and Live Journal. No use if were not friends right?!

Right now I'm at my aunts babysitting. I might stay the night I don't know just yet. If I don't I'd have to drive home around in the morning. So I'll probably just drive for awhile, and just think about things. Whut I can, and can't do. Awhile back I had made a list. A list of things that I'm going to do in my life. Number 1: was getting a job, and I've got one. Number 2: was find out whut I want to do with my life, and still I don't know. I have been doing this computer shit that much so yeah it's like that's out. Number 3: Find someone to be with. Someone that isn't afrade of being in a relationship. Number 4: Pay my truck off. I bring home about a grand a month. I figure that I should have it paid off within the next year in a half to two years. hmmm...Number 5: Save enough money to move out. I plan on doing that sometime next year.

So far I've got a job, haven't found out whut I want to do with my life yet, found someone that I want to be with, but can't because she doesn't feel any Emotions towards anything. (Which to me (always thinking the worse) is just saying I don't want to be with you for whutever reason, I'm just saying that because I don't want to hurt you...blah blah blah.) Haven't paid off my truck haha, and finally I'm still living at home. So out of 5 thing's I've done one with in the last few months. I guess it's not to bad, because I can't do haven't of those things yet. I don't fuckin know I'm done. Peace The Fuck 0ut!

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